Nowadays i've been hanging out with karan! Haha. It's been cool. Very fun. In fact i think its very nice to talk to him. Sure with me and berdie around there's bound to be conversations led to guys. Specifically guys e readers of my blog should know. Yes well. I started to whine about things again. And karan really like. Said something that was so hard a slap on e face that i nvr realized it from that point before.
"So you should respect that."
Wow. Like, Wow.
And i'm like. looking back and seeing how selfish i've been and how. I mean, foolish. And, terrible. I mean, who am i to force you anyway? I mean, i don't want to be in a forced relationship either. I feel so terrible, like, who am i to do such things. He's got some other people already. I should respect that. So now everytime i think about him or wadever, i just think bout wad karan said. And that'll shut me up. This way, i won't bother you also.
Yes well. All hopes are shattered. And that really really hurts. I wish i hadn't fallen in love so hard. I wish it was that easy to fall in love. I wish it was that easy to fall out of love.
Moving on............
Went to karan's house todae. Heh. Me, berdie karan, morritz, natt ponned ss. Think we're gonna get into deep shit. Don't feel like going to sch tmr. Hehhh
Karan's house was fun. We played twister.. That got rather explicit. Hahha. Poor berdy. But i was e one who lost and i had to do a dumb forfeit which i shan't tell.
We played truth or dare after. That was real fun. Ive nvr went so far for truth or dare before. Sorry, cant post details. Ain't nthg was meant to get out of e room.
Ya so that was quite fun. And karan's maid's cooking smelled damned good la. Too bad we didn't get to eat...
So anywae, after, Me berdy natt went to pp. Quite fun also. We went to KFC to eat. Me and natt had to count with wad we had miserably. haha. in the end we were actulaly quite rich la. I had four, natt had five. haha. berdie had none! And we talked and talked and talked. About alot. Usual girl talk and stuff,. We actually walked in top 20 (don't tell, but this is my actual 2nd time this wk!!) Haha. Was so damn funny la. we were so amused by all e lingerie my goodness. Berdie was especially intrigued by e g-strings that had "MOM" on it. Haha. Yup.
Yes so we just walked around, did window shopping since all three of us were totally broke.
And that was my day! haha. i guess.
And bout my lunch date yesterdae He had to stay back in sch for bout 1 half hr. And i din wanna wait so... YuP.
Haha.
Well, respect respect. Yes keep reminding yourself joycelyn. Good for you. Respect.
Oh and i just heard e song i just might sing for karan's band thing. If i do join la. Haha. Its not that bad la. I tried. Its quite easy. And i'm not drowned out. Heh.
This should be me.. Seven years from now:
Married.
Trying for kids but in no rush for one.
Quaint, clean house with a backyard for the dog.
Or dogs.
All probably adopted or rescued.
Working with some job to do with animals.
...duh.
