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Hello My Alive Computer!

@7:42:00 PM
Posted on Saturday, January 14, 2006

Greetings people!
Omg. how long has it been?!

My sister is happily living e married life now in her very own flat with her sweet sweet sweet otherhalf.
E wedding day was the sweetest thing.
Through e whole 8 yrs i've seen em dating, the wedding day itself was e day i saw that they truly truly meant so much to each other and that the thing that holds em together is really true love.
Corny and mushy i know.
But these kinda things, don't feel any better in movies or anything else.
You must experience this close to it to feel really lifted.
I had goosebumps all over.
The groom had to play jiemei games to get my sister out of e house.
E final one was to write her a poem on e spot.
When he was done i [i was e bridesmaid, hence e one in charge of letting him in] was like "that's it ah?"
Then he said "Ok la i sing song."

And he sang e most beautiful song i've ever heard with e most touching lyrics ever.
It was saying somehting like how this is not a mistake and this is all he ever wanted. It also said something like how when God made my sister, God was thinking about him cos God knew what he needed.

And toward e end of e song through e door we could hear his voice break.

He was crying.

Omg when i heard i was like gonna cry also la.
So damn touching... aiyo...

My sister was gorgeous.
And yes of course she was almost gona cry too.. but yes e makeup.
Always think bout e makeup haha.

I'll miss my jie.
Talking to her before i sleep..
Her hyper moments..
Whining to get her to scratch my back..
When she comes and bounces on my bed..
When we compete to see who gets in bed first so e last one has to switch e lights off..
When she tells a lame joke and only she find it funny and starts laughing nonstop, making me laugh, which makes her laugh, and we'll go on for hours..
When i always have failed attempts of trying to scare her..
When i have to follow her around e house even if she goes to e bathroom to brush teeth just to either tell her bout my day or merely irritate her.
And those are so few of wad we share..

Oh my i'm like gonna cry.
I miss you jie.

You know e night before e wedding i woke up with this serious case of stomach ache. I mean it was really so bad i've nvr felt such discomfort before.
It wasn't like those air kinda stomach ache also so it felt so weird and hurt so bad and e thing i worried bout was wad if i died before i got to see my sister's happy day?
haha i think too much.
Then i laid in bed and suddenly there was this sharp pain and cos it hurt so bad i almost screamed.
Then my sis heard and she immeidietly woke to ask if i was okay.
That's e best thing bout my sis she has this sincere care and her tone was truly one that was so worried.
Then she went to rub her hand on my tummy and helped to apply ointment to make me feel better den she prayed.
And i felt so much better.
She prayed for me out loud and immiedietly comfort overcame me it was amazing.
I could go back to sleep all okay.
God works wonders He's so miraculous la oh my.
It was such a cool feeling i don't really know how to express it.
And my sister also.
She's e best sister you'll get.

Anywae!
Took loads of photos.. but not gonna show you all of em/
Mainly cos there's professional photographers who has all our photos and videos and stuff so yes.
I do have some though but i don feel like posting all so i'll just give u a little peek.
Later.

Aiya i've got so many things to let out but now that so many people's reading my blog i can't just let em out like i used to.
But i also learnt that letting out isnt alwaes good esp lke publicizing like this cos it hurts i guess and there may be some misunderstandings.
But I think also nowadaes I've been bottling things in.. I dunno who to tell or wad to tell exactly.. but i know I've been bottling things up and i'm not too sure whether its good or bad.
I guess its both..
I think I should just let God take my life and take away all hurt, all confusion.
But why is it that i try so hard but i keep holding on to something.. but what?

This week was quite okay cept somehting happen two days ago dat made me quite sad and down but i guess i'm quite okay now.
it's quite frustrating la kae.. to be so deceived for like another time and i really dunno wad is real anymore/
Quite terrible and horrid to think i'm so stupid and foolish.

Well, i'm just gonna forget bout it.
Cos its not worth me worrying.
Or caring actually.
Ugh.

SO anywae.
TODAY I MET JON CHAN!
hahaha its such a long time and it was so great to see him again! haha.
We've been talking bout it since like dunno when to meet up to go out and stuff and things actually were planned and all till things cropped up last minute.
Wad spoilers.
TWO YEARS MAN!
e last time i saw him was when he took me out after sch in sec one haha.
omg now he's so tall! well he's alwaes been tall la, den wear specs! spikey hair! haha.
I've been getting him to spike his hair for since how long la haha.
so yes we've been communicating quite on and off yet quite constantly also la.
He's been very nice and has been there for me.
You grow quite attached to him la.
Cos he's very well balanced.
Can be e sarcastic mean type to me yet can be caring and sweet haha.

Interested, girls? haha.
He should thank me la i help him advertize for free haha.

today our plan was that i get a whole group of girls and exclaim "Oh my! Who is that charming guy who outstandingly stands out within e basses?? i must have his number!"
haha he's supposed to do similar thing to e guys to attract attention to me while i do to him ahha.

Quite funny.
Anywae he says i look e same and that i'm small. thanks man.
And since we can't being each other to each other's proms, he's supposedly saving up so he can bring me to some posh place and it'll be like our private prom/

How very romantic.
HA. as if he'll save la!

Yes anywae dat's my highlight for e day!
Its very exciting to see someone u havent met in a very long time!

My sister very sweet she bought me subway cookies..
I bet she misses doing things for me like that haha.
I love subway cookies.

Well now for a little peek on my pictures!
Ready?!

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Tadaaa!! me and my gorgeous friends!
Dorea, amanda, sylvianne, me and vylvianne..
I don't look very nice here but its just an all of us photo so thought it was just. nice to put up haha.

Well, byebye my dear readers!