I CAN'T BELIEVE IT. IT IS ALMOST DONE. THERE WILL SOON BE NO EXACT PURPOSE TO MY LIFE ANYMORE!! Haha does that sound dramatic or what.
Well you heard me people, Os are actually going to be over! Seriously, i havent felt as if i even sat for it yet. It hasnt kicked in!! Like, oh my, wad i just went through determinds the rest of my life.
Oooooookay i think i feel it coming now..........
ANYWAY, forget all that. Monday would be my very last paper!!! Could i hear a "WOOOOOHOOOOOOO~!!" from you people??!
Just to reflect for abit, Os i think has changed a fair bit of my life and allowed me to realize abit more of who i am. I think. For one, I am NOT the constant study kinda person. I cannot dedicate like, 5 hours of my precious time everyday of my life to sitting down and just, absorbing what i can from these objects u people so-call books. I, am a last minute study person. I absorb all i can within e last few weeks before e exam. Days, even. And that, would be the best i can do. I have no idea how people constant study!! Believe me, I've tried it. Very very hard. And not only did i not see the point in it, but try as i might, i couldnt recite anthing i just tried to 'absorb' into my head.
BEHOLD. For I am a sponge. Absorb. Squeeze. Absorb. Squeeze. The Squeezing, by e way, would have to take place asap after the Absorption. If not,the sponge shall squeeze by itself =).
And thank you God,AMATH WOULD HOPEFULLY PROVIDE ME MY CERTAIN DISTINCTION! I liked amath. Heh. My greatest regret: ENGLISH. But lets not wanna talk about that shall we?
Well besides e academic side to me (haha.. waaad...?) there are other great changes in this fantastic being, well some, not so great, but nonetheless, still a fantastic being. Heh. I shan't kiss and tell. Well, in this case, its prob just tell... or is it..? Har har.
I watched Helen the Baby Fox e other day.. (yes, FINALLY) and oh my i'm so glad i watched it alone!! It'll be SOOO embarrassing if i actually watched with mel which was originally planned. Omg i cried and cried and cried! It was like this major sobbing session!! it wasnt mere tears streaming down that you could simply wipe away and pretend it never fell in e first place. It was this uncontrollable bawling and wailing that made you kinda wheeze hard after! OMG IT WAS SOOOO SAD!! If i get over the sadness and forget the actual drama and actions of how e show was carried out, maybe i'll tell u e whole sypnopsis. But not now, i can't. The *sniff* scenes of *sniff* everything just replays over and *SOB* OVER AGAIN!
Oh i also watch iceage 2 which was rather funny.
You know, i dont think i'd CRY for leaving tk.. i dont know, it's like, i'm not feeling that sad for leaving the sch and everything cos when i think about it, I've made all e friends i should've, i'm leaving with the friends that i've grew so close to, and after tk me and this bunch of us would still go out anyway. But when i think bout it longer. The deeper i think into it, it's the surrounding that i'd miss. I'm only getting to take away the close ones. But wad bout those whom are not so close? But hey, i treasure them too. And i think thats wad'll make me miss e sch so bad. e fact that tho i'm not close to these ppl i can still see them. The very few instances that we relate to each other everyday may not take place as a major part to my life, but they do add on to play a role to my attachment to tk nonetheless. And without all this, something would be.. missing.
And the close ones that stay? Arent we all gonna drift? There's not longer going to be a common theme for conversations. No longer a knowing about each other's lives. The bond, is gonna fade. And unless we make an effort to keep up with one another, nothing will last. Thats why i get a tad worried when we stop calling one another. Because.. wad's gonna happen after?
And the four of us. We grew up together. The reason why people see us as a clique in church, is cos we always seem so strong together. We've never parted. From Primary, to Secondary. It was our common theme of schools that bonded us so well so we are so close in church. Now we've gotta turn e focus e other way round. We need to change our common theme to revolve around church, so as to bond us together in faith and in friendship though in different schs. I just hope we'd manage to do just that.
Ah well, that's enough deep thought for today. I'm back, i blogged. You people READ AND TAG. ..even? Yup yup.
Married.
Trying for kids but in no rush for one.
Quaint, clean house with a backyard for the dog.
Or dogs.
All probably adopted or rescued.
Working with some job to do with animals.
...duh.
